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Well look at that, Sarah got a blog.
A real one.
Just another way to procrastinate, but at least it's variety right?
Gosh I haven't written a blog for like.. a year.
Back when I used xanga.. haha.
It seems pretty pointless to be writing this seeing as absolutely noone is going to read it, but I might tell angoose that I started this thing laterrrr. Yeah, that sounds like a good idea.
Veal, it's the holidays. But not for much longer. Which absolutely sucks because I haven't done anything. Exams are second week back, and everyone else seems to have started studying. I was meant to do that today, but I haven't done anything at all. And I've got that fucking photography assignment that noone actually knows anything about to do. Gah. Not that you care, so moving on.
These holidays have been.. work. And formal dress shopping. I work too much. Or at least I will. Also, Kmart isn't set shifts like I thought, so I have to somehow balance two rosters, and school cert assessments etc etc. Crap. Formal dress shopping.. well, I found one dress but it needs altering, and now I need one/two more. Also, my dress fits really well. A little too well even maybe.. My dad was like "You better not put on any weight before your formal! Your dress won't fit!" Eurgh I don't wanna look fat.
If you don't know me and you're reading this, which youre most likely not, maybe you can give me some better advice than the people who do know me, or at least who I've already asked, so here's my dilemma..
- Michaela is the one that everyone loves. But she's lovely. The first two guys who asked her to the Normo formal, before the others gave up were a) Scott and b) Prashan. [Haha I'm using full names and everything!] Yeah, so first she said yes to Scott, but then decided to go with Prashan instead because he asked first and rah rah rah, but said she'd take Scott to hers.
- So then, Scott asked me. [spot the rebound girl]
- I'm kinda worried because I really don't know Scott's friends, but the ones I have met, are.. a bit offputting? Like stalk and/or start thrusting into my friends from behind without actually knowing them or any of those little details kinda offputting.. And yeah. But he's cool. But then, the group of guys that all my friends are going to be with don't like Scott at all, so bleh. And I wouldn't want to take him away from his friends anyway.
- But then, Michaela decided to take Prashan instead of Scott.
- So I feel obliged to ask him, but all the guys my friends are taking will probably just bag him out all night and he'll just sit there quietly and not enjoy himself?
- And then, Jess T, who is also superloved, but by different people, was asked to the Northsyd formal by a guy she plays tennis with called Josh. But then, she wasn't allowed to go for some uncomprehensible reason. So, this guy I really don't know at all, who I've never even met, asked me. [rebound girl forever yo.] But he keeps hinting/saying outright that he really wants to come to mine.
- And then all my friends are telling me to take someone from the group of guys that they're taking, but I'm not sure. I don't really know any of them super well, and I don't know if someone else is taking them, and bleh.
- And also it seems like Scott really really wanted to go to Michaela's and is really dissapointed he's not coming, but wouldn't ever ask to come to mine. So I feel like I should take him, but then he might not enjoy himself, I might have to babysit him, it could be awkward, and then one of my other friends might miss out on coming.
And that's the story of my life. God how petty. But it's irritating/perturbing. So, help, please?
Also, spring/summer is lovely. All.. summery. And warm. And wonderful. But, I miss the way the trees looked in winter. And how nice the parks were. All.. flyless.
So, I shall attempt to include a picture I took a couple of months ago at school of a winter tree :]

Sunny winter days are lovee. :]
I wonder if that worked, probably not.
Oh well, I am being beckoned to graze.
So, byebye lovers!
x!
